Tuesday, May 25, 2010

A Short Poem for a Long Day

Sometimes the sun
rises and stays
so long that
when it leaves
its a shock
reverberant as
a thunderclap.
A surge of yellow
a wash of red
then black and
the stars
and the moon
on your face
and I cannot breathe
in the midst of the
heavy, unbearable
beauty of the bar
closing
and last call
and already I feel,
deep in my ribcage,
the globe rotating
and the axis groaning,
a coin spun into
the well of gravity and
the swinging kinetic
charge of sunrise
burning and al-
ready on the other
horizon.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Conversations About Failure

Only if we don't try,
or perhaps try for the wrong thing
when we try too hard,
ingenuously,
or become too
complacent,
assume too much,
feel entitled
due to age
or hours invested.
When we lose sight of the goal
or we leave the blinders on,
or fall off the wagon.
Doors can close, but so can
windows,
unless you find yourself in a high-rise
with windows that neither open nor close
but then there's usually a fire escape.
We can't change others or
their perceptions
only our own actions
though my mother will tell you
people never change
your DNA
is written on your forehead
in each blond/brown/red/black/albinic
hair.
Work only for yourself
but don't forget those
who've helped along the way,
beat your own path
but clearly state all influences
in your footnotes,
preferably in MLA format
though CMS is acceptable.
Invest in the community
but stay independent.
Don't rely on others for
what you can very well do for yourself.
Love and family are the most important
things
but don't become needy.
Those that love you
always have your best interests at heart
and a sympathetic ear
but don't over burden them
with your troubles
and watch your back.
A fool and his money and all those
half remembered parables.
Stiff upper lip
and pull yourself up by your bootstraps
and if at first it doesn't work
out as expected, try, try, try

or try something else.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Freeing Moths

Attraction
To brightness
A trap
Irresistible.

Friday, May 21, 2010

the actual existence of mice

A thief of the everyday,
I move stealthy
plunder a tune to change my day.
No one is safe

I'll steal whole
minutes from your day.

Hoard patches of sunlight
and bogart this cup of coffee
because I am addicted to warmth,
to satiation

and I'll abduct your hand,
with no regard
for consequence

and no thought for
tomorrow or
your own safety,
in order to fill
my own.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Day Without Words

Sometimes the birds are enough.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

We Dead Reckon on Rainy Days

  The sky is gray again;
slate, iron ore,
a heavy metal
mercurial day.

  Cold again and won't ever feel warm.
The day seems bent to my dark and rainy mood
like the moth sucked in by the dining room lamp

  and can't be shooed out again.
Big and mottled as a fall leaf come alive,
Autumn flapping and fecund in my apartment,
the spring day smothered and lost by unseasonable weather.

  Where is my sun? Lost,
fallen off the far side of the world.
I leave land and cross oceans and wander, balance
along the weeping edge of the world, watch

the stars pour into the sea and quench the thirst of the three elephants holding up the flimsy bowl of the world.

Looking out
I can see Clio balancing her book bigger than the universe,

in fact, the universe is caught inside it's bindings and looking backward
I see that the ocean is not made of hydrogen and oxygen molecules
but is the black dissolved ink of of all the stories forgotten and never retold.

The sea will take over the coastal cities because we have forgotten
that the world exists in the retelling of the old tales
and we are going to be drowned
in a Tsunami of all we refuse to know.

  But here alone, I can forget all that.
Here where all rivers come to end and drain themselves
back into the beginning of it all.

Where nothing matters because matter ceases
and I can wait,
with the stars and the eternal words
  written in the dark spaces between them.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

A Study in Longing from Afar

Woke into a day soft
as feathers, giving as goosedown,
as the skin of your collarbone
must be, exposed from a half buttoned shirt.

Monday, May 17, 2010

The Morning was Dark

covered with clouds so thick I
forgot to wake up and
was late for nothing,
as usual.

I rode my bike and felt the
dampness of a strange day
mist my face
and curl my hair. Thinking of
you has become as background
as the train horns, a passing
interruption, the
resulting calm overwhelms.

The boy near me blesses my sneeze,
and for a moment I feel blessed
because I see that his teeth are slightly crooked
and I want to take him home for it.

I drink my coffee and it was good, I write something down
and it is good. The day is good and the forecast better.

Failure

Apologies to myself and any readers there might be. I made a promise, a small one but it is broken. However, the future is bright and holds promises of productivity. Poetry ahoy!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Key to the Midway

It's okay. Run away, join
the circus. Help lift the big top,
high enough to smother the stars.

A job for every talent.
Bend your legs behind
your head and become the
Amazing Rubber Lady. Astound

with feats of bravery: Knife Throwers Assistant,
High Wire Walker, Human Cannon Ball.
You've come this far, don't be afraid
to lose it all now.

Take stock, look around your
room full of this heavy old life.
Shed these artifacts of identity
like snake skin. Inspiration! Tattoo

your whole body and become inhuman,
The Amazing Snake Woman. Shock
your old friends as you slither across
the stage floor. They can see the marvelous

now! Travel like a gypsy. Shred
those old button down shirts and
wrap yourself like a sari.
Become every nation and none.

What are you waiting for? Your sheets
are tied end to end, they'll hold your weight
as you slip out the window. The circus is
only in town this last day. The clock

chimes loud as Grand Masters Whistle,
announcing your new act,
the Incredible, Astounding, Never Before Seen;
Come one, Come all, Just one nickel per customer
to see something utterly unique, spectacularly singular!
Don't miss out! Your last chance to be amazed! A once in
a lifetime event, prepare to be amazed, prepare!

Friday, May 14, 2010

I Move Houses

Trade them like shoes
slip into a better pair,
wear them out with overuse
purchase another, no matter,
goes better with the outfit.

I move rooms,
downsize,
trade for something more
forgiving. Less area to fill,
less echo in a partly empty space.

I move beds.
Trade yours for another, musical
chairs, I laugh like a child
to myself. Finally ending
in self warmed sheets.
I won't be lonely when the sun comes up,
I will be when it rises.